You're no exception

It's Friday.
It's 4:14 a.m.
My heart hurts because the words you said
At 11:35 last night
Punched me in my heart.
You told me
I won't ignore you.
You can talk to me.
Please don't be upset.
Because you knew that I was healing my wounds too.
You know some of the most awful pain
From the love in your past.
That one girl, she hurt you really badly.
I've never known love such as that.
I'm sorry she hurt you.
I'm sorry you need her.
Despite how short of a time this has been happening,
I wanted you while my heart was feeling meager.
I'm sorry that I felt as if I needed you.
But I needed you yesterday.
Not only were you not there,
But when I begged, you said
no.
Now
I know
If it was something serious,
I wouldn't have you.
They always leave in the end.
You're no exception.



That doesn't change the fact that I still blame myself for everything.

~j.j.b.~