The Words

The words
They came
The words I never thought you'd say
The one
Who could never hurt me enough
Finally did
The one
Who I thought would always be here
Wasn't
The thing
That I thought I could I could always depend on
Ran away
And those words
"Nothing in common anymore"
Stabbed me
Like a knife
In my chest
And as if
Those weren't enough
"Nothing will be the same"
That twisted the knife
Clockwise
In five of the biggest circles
I have ever felt
And I just cried
I sobbed
I shook
The blood
Gone from my hands
Leaving my fingers
Cold as ice
Unable to feel
Numb
Gone
Dead
Without
My best friend
So many heartbreaks
So much hurting
All the pain
You got me through
Countless hours
And text messages
Pointless
I guess
Nothing more
Are they worth
Now that we are two
And not one
This friendship
That we have built upon
Now crumbles
To the ground
Making a terrible sound
As it hits the floor
And that sound
Hurts my heart
I'm sad
And upset
And broken
And the person who I want to talk to
Who I want to confide in
Who I want to vent with
Is you
And I cannot
Because I want so badly
To be let back in
But you won't
Open the door.